staying up late sucks. for years now i haven't been able to manage my sleeping times: i never go to bed when i'm actually sleepy (around 10) cause I'm watching something, or I really have some hmw etc. And then it all goes away, and then its 12 o clock, I can't sleep and I haven't done anything!
anyways now it is 00.18 here. which is really late for moi, because I have to get up around 6.30... damn, i hate school! and i haven't yet read the crucible, or the book i have to read that I'll have an exam on tomorrow. I wish there was an holiday... but the mayor's from east (its a joke... he never ever allows school holidays, and his permission is a must, anyway, in east its cold and snowy, so he doesn't care if it snowed a little here... but it paralyzes our lives, and hopes of staying home one day, sleeping!)
besides, i ditched my after-school prep. today. i'm thinking of quitting altogether, so its no big deal, but just thinking about next year when I have to go to courses every single day and IB at the same time doing stupid essays and stuff... I really have to work this year. If only I had topics.
Facebook is stupid by the way. It rocks, that be known. BUt its stupid, it takes up all my time. Yours too, I guess... Wonder is there any good journals out there? Like one I'd want to read every single day... I recently round a website through a website (a forum) which consists of a girl's stories on harry potter and they are kinda good, i want to read them, but since i can't look at the monitor for ever, and the stories are 120 + pages long and I cant print them, I can't read. Its sad. Plus, there are more and more stories, and other sites, which I found through that website, and all of them are good(well, not perfect, since all the stories in turkish go on this thing: harry is a hero. hermione and ron - the perfect couple, ginny is a beauté, voldemort is stupid, snape's a hero etc. etc. and these stories are slash and smut and they are kinda intimadating cause they are turkish and in turkish they don't sound hot, they just sound like a bunch of wannabe teenager flicks) and I conclude that they were actually written in english.. i just feel that way. translations arent for harry potter at all! any book would do, but harry potter is mystic and perfect in the way jkr wrote it, the original that is.
gotta sleep.
desperate housewives was nice. good to have bree back. katherine is strange, but she has this thing about her which lily in gossip girl (the tv series, not the book) and mcdreamy's wife (i forgot her name, its been ages since i last watched grey's) has and it disgusts some people, but really attractive to me (i'm not lesbian or anyhing) and makes me want to watch the character forever. which is why i watch grey's and private practice although i hate doctor series.(except scrubs. and nip/tuck. but they are not so hospital-centered)
one last thing, all the crap e! does, girls of the playboy mansion is the most fun to watch. and now its 00.36 and i'm as awake as one can be. and hungry.. i hate this mood.
computer must be closed at times like these!
and so it will be.
to infinity and beyond!